Romantic tragedy and Novelty

" I don’t know who of us has it worse - you with wanting to fly but still wanting her there, or me filled with frustration yet still empty. "

" Mine sounds like romantic tragedy, yours seems like starting depression.  People go through my path relationship-wise.  Yours is novel. . .  "

" Maybe it’s not the best time fo a relationship for us both.  You need to spread your wings and fly.  I want delirious passion with the crazy times - beyond comfortable companionship and security. . ."

" Just what we’ve always wanted but failed to acquire.  I agree.  Now isn’t the time. . . "

" Where are we headed?  Do we do our . . . selves justice?  Is it wrong for us to want more?  There’s nothing wrong, but there has to be something more.  Am I finally waking up?"

" . . . I’m sorry it still hurts you.  Guess you’re on a rougher ride.  We should know this by heart - we can’t make someone love us, only let ourselves be loved.  Luv u! :) "

- Wednesday. 10/05/2005 midnight txt exchange with Pol, who as usual, has never failed to save me from hopelessness, and ultimately, myself.

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